Someone please stop my brother’s world from ripping up beneath him, please please please help, please don’t let this happen to someone who means the world to him because it’s just not fair. You don’t just marry someone and then find out a year later that you’ve only got a few months to go with her.
I desperately want to stand on top of a tall building and scream and scream till there’s no voice left to scream with anymore. I don’t want to accept this, I hate it every bit of it and I don’t want to hear him sounding so sad and hopeless. She’s getting sicker and sicker by the day and it’s not fair. IT’S NOT FAIR.
There are so many people here and around the world working at the cures for all these venomous cancers, but even then, if even one person dies of cancer it means that we haven’t worked hard enough. But it’s not just one – so many people are dying of cancer everyday, so many people are withering away day by day through this slow and painful death – who even knows how many. It’s just not fair and I just won’t understand why it has to be this way.
I don’t want to be a doctor anymore, I’ve had it. People get sick and they die and I don’t want to have to deal with that. I don’t want to watch them suffer. I don’t want to watch their families cry. What the heck was I thinking, I just want to be a math teacher or something. Maybe I still have a chance at being an engineer or a software programmer – I know I could be good at that. Please let me just run away from all this – it hurts too much.
